A Poem...

Here is an attempt to say things the old convoluted way that no one's really doing nowadays. Fine with me if it sounds stupid, corny, or funny.

The veins of my heart felt like twisted spaghetti when I saw you.
It's hard to breathe.
I forget to inhale and exhale.
I have to drink water, swallow my saliva.
I forgot this kind of feeling.
I thought I won't ever feel this way again.
It's unbelievable, after all these years.

I realized this was the untold reason I shunned you for a long time, whenever I can.
See, I knew all along nothing will change, no matter how far and how long it takes.
I was afraid of this, of feeling so alive again.
I wanted to stay dead, to never feel this way again.
I have been hiding underground, being invisible for these years.
Because I know I dug a hellhole for myself, I must stand by it and bury myself.
Burrow deeper until I suffocate and choke to death.
I no longer deserve you, you don't deserve such a miser.
I am in such misery I no longer wish to go on.

Suddenly, the sight of you is like sun penetrating the darkness of my world.
Dracula was awakened, hungry, searching, curious once again.
I want to go on living, to fight, to survive for you.
I welcome the aches and pains to feel this alive once more.
Because I know without doubt, when you're gone, it's wringing the life out of me.

I was once told I speak in riddles. But riddles no more since I was away from you. Life was just a maze of confusion, spiritless and lifeless. Now I shall shine again, dazzle, amaze, and bring out smiles. I shall allow myself once more to be dazzled by life's beauty and intricate sensations. Passion... passions. Smiles :)

Welcome back to my life. You were and will forever be my life since I learned how to read. You are my inspiration, my source of endless insights, my life. I won't allow others to borrow and damage you. The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho is just the beginning. Thank you artists for this beautiful work of art.

DEAD OR ALIVE I must entitle this or should it be Dracula? Remember, this is my first attempt since I stopped numerous years ago.

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